Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Search for Self? Hmm....

Well, well... If Ms. Erica Reed ever happens to read this, I'm sure she'll find the title to this post somewhat familiar (*cough* Dr. Hubbell *cough*).

Anyways, now that I have finally let go of that old Xanga of mine, the new is ready for action. Sure it's good for reminiscing on old times, but hey, let's face it, it's old news! Now that college has come in to play, it seems like the past is almost forgotten, in a sense. I've realized that I've changed, and quite a bit at that. I know Lindsey has realized it, and now I'm really starting to realize it as well. Now, here I am blogging about it like the old days. :P

Back to this whole issue of change: It's really worrying me. Then again, I could just be bashing myself for no good reason, however I know the change is there and god damn it I won't let the chains of evil thrash me in to submission!.....or something like that, I suppose.

I just realized, this evening, that my girlfriend really means more than the world to me. Actually, more than I seem to realize on a day-to-day basis. She puts up with my every-day antics and my sometimes childish (hehe) behavior and constant obstinacy. I love you, Lindsey! Snuggies unite.

Geez, it seems there is so much to talk about. Or maybe it's just that there's a lot that I feel I should be getting down on this blog. I was talking to Beth about blogging earlier today, and she brought up a very good point when she told me to start a blogger account. I had used Xanga in the past and I had loved it very much so. So, I thought it wouldn't be a bad idea to try and start this whole blogging thing once more. Already this has been therapeutic for me in many ways. Now I know I can post a whole bunch of meaningful (or meaningless haha) stuff down for my future "enjoyment" and reference.

It seems it's getting really late. Actually, a little too late. I figure most people are in bed and asleep (as they should be). I should probably jump on the bandwagon and do the same, considering I do have a fairly lengthy lecture ahead of me tomorrow. Gotta love Dr. Ramsaran. I believe he's from Trinidad. His accent sure does show it. I can't really tell whether or not he's a good guy at heart though. I just know him from his lecturing point of view. I have a strange suspicion that he might be a very unhappy individual. Who knows, though. I do get some pretty accurate hunches from time to time.

Anyways, time for bed. I'm pumped to blog about all sorts of interesting stuff throughout the course of the week and the weeks to come! It sure has been an interesting evening, to say the least. Thanks go out to Beth for convincing me to do this.

Until Then...

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