There's one main topic I definitely want to cover sometime this week, which is Otakon! I'm very tired tonight, as I had an eight hour shift followed by an outing to the Phillies game, so I won't start on it right this minute, but I'll get to the first entry tomorrow, I hope.
As for now, as most of you may know, my long time girlfriend of 3.5 years and I have recently broken up. The break-up wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, but in all honesty I'm having a difficult time getting over her. I thought it'd be easier than it's turning out to be, but it isn't. Sometimes I even find myself texting her when I know that it's probably not the right thing to be doing. I'm really hoping that my mind can figure out what the hell it's doing sometime soon, so I can get my feelings all sorted out.
A main contributor to my "mental indecisiveness " is my current family situation. Hayden ended up back in rehab, as we sent him there today. It was very difficult for my parents to send him there, more so my mother. My mom's mood tends to rub off on me as well, so whenever she's depressed, I'm depressed, which is very difficult to deal with. I know that sending him was definitely the right decision, as we all know he needs more help to deal with his issues, it's just my mom was hoping that he would only need one time through. This will be his second. All I can do at the moment is have some faith and believe in the kid. And also hope my mom gets a little better, however I'm not sure when that will happen.
Gah, enough with the whining, haha. I should probably get some sleep now, considering I have to take my car in tomorrow morning at 7:30 to get an oil change
Till Then...
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